April 25, 2011

a whole lot of randomness

There is nothing like a whole lot of randomness...yet some how all this random stuff is what completes my life...
i feel like everything is such a blur sometimes, the days are flying by and i really have no time for anything...
and then i think well i don't say crazy beautiful for nothing...
as much as i would love a day on the couch all by myself or rather a massage that would last all day long.. i think
this crazy that i live in, is what makes my life beautiful...
 CRAZY-the constant dishes, laundry, and cleaning toilets.= BEAUTIFUL- I'm a wife and a mom and that is who i love to be
CRAZY- trying to start a store, and wondering are we even going to make it...=BEAUTIFUL- being with my sister almost every day.. laughing so hard all the time, becoming the closest we have ever been, and thinking even if we don't make it... i have never had so much fun trying to make something work..
CRAZY- trying to make it to volleyball 2 times a week..= BEAUTIFUL- exercise, watching the kids run free and be like kids, and having fun with some of our favorite people..
CRAZY- trying to make it to church during the week.= BEAUTIFUL- worshiping the Lord, with your hands held high, tears running down your face, and sitting in the presence of the Lord, side by side with family..
CRAZY- the flashcard, the spelling test, the creative stories we have to write, when the creative juices aren't flowing..thinking, man this is only the beginning!! = BEAUTIFUL- watching a beautiful girl learn
discipline, studying =hard work=passing tests...and teaching her she can be anything she wants to be when she grows up..
Crazy-the sounds of a 3yr talking none stop, (talk about randomness). cant sit still for even a minute, can get a sugar high faster than anyone i know, would rather sleep in the hallway with her blankets and pillow, then sleep in her own bed. and only knows 1 riddle that she wants to tell you over and over again, but don't worry cause the answer changes ever time..= BEAUTIFUL- an amazingly smart 3 yr old, who gives the best hugs, and will cuddle with you for days, try so hard to make you laugh, and if you don't laugh at her, she will grab your cheeks and spread them apart so it looks like your smiling, she is so confident with her self, yet so shy all at the same, a dare devil, that even scares me ( and that's hard to do), and a confidence knowing even if I'm playing with the big kids.. i can do anything they can do.. 
Crazy-family...(need i say more).=BEAUTIFUL- no matter what has been said, no matter whats been done, you say sorry, you always address the problem, you never let it go longer than it should, and even if you wanted to let it go longer than it should, your phone will be blowing up with people you know love you so much, and will tell you to say sorry even when you don't want to, and believe you me, they wont stop calling until you do.. and then at the end you thank them for caring so much about our family, and not letting any little thing tear us apart....if that's not a CRAZYBEAUTIFUL i  don't know what is.
just a little insight to how my family works. It doesn't work for everyone, but I'm sure glad it works for us...
So dad- thanks for teaching us to say sorry...thanks for being an example yourself, and saying sorry when you mess up..thanks for teaching us the importance of family...
and mom- thanks for being the strongest women i have ever met in my life...you never complain, you are always giving, and you never give up...even when i know you want to, thanks for being an example of a women of God..thanks for never giving up on any of us....

so there it is....a whole lot of randomness.... welcome to my CrazyBEAUTIFUL..
i wouldn't change it for the world..




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